This page has been "under construction" for several months. Is it ever going to be back?

I can not believe what I'm finally reading about at last I was beginning to feel like I was the only one.. As things get worse maybe I'll find something cuz we r on the verge of too little too late on my part. And now I am desperately seeking his love and attention back on me . I'm sure he has a girlfriend and that's his revenge he is deliberately trying to make me think I'm hearing things voices. I hears voices but not like this. He took off his ring and said until I start acting like a wife he's not gonna put it back on. He's very angry with me right now becuz I have extrely good intuition especially when I need it. And didnt start TIL one guy entered the crowded house. I immediately felt it. Well I confronted him off the bat I am right now trying to b on my best behavior.. Ian soooo in love with my husband and I want him to notice me again he's my true true love it's been 12 years and I only learned the truth about narcacism after my affair in 2010. I hope I can get some pointers . He's very angry. I'm 47 he's 50. We r very good together when we're not at odds.. Actually we radiate together when it's great it's great !!help us get thru this tragic event

I cheated on my husband and i am so torn because he mean the world to me and i hurt him now i jus want to make him happy again but he says that its over and has made arrangements to seperate he really doesn't want anything to do with me i truly hurt this man everytime we close a chapter of this something else comes out and he gets hurt again i kno he is my soul mate but i dont know how to make him fall in love with me again im to the point where i need him in my life im desperate PLEASE HELP.